You can listen to the voice in your head that tells you that you shouldn’t. You can also listen to the voice that tells you that you should. Whatever it is they tell you, they both will have good arguments.
They aren’t the ones to listen to. They are both trying to persuade you. They are both dealing with the doubt which settled in. They are offering a distraction from this doubt.
Sit and listen to the doubt. Take the time to let itself express itself. Don’t argue, just listen.